Saturday, August 20, 2011

Painful closure of on net relationship between me and this guy?Opinion is welcome?

im in the process of getting this guy out of my sytem whom i met online. Even though it was a brief " intense " love-connection between us, it hurts me when i said goodbye to him because i believe that since we are from different country, this thing between us wont wor.His parents has a future arranged-marrigae plan for him and he goes with that decision ,though, not soon yet< i am single myself>.We get so close easily.Both of us are proffesionals and had access to each company's website for real identity checking.We shared infos/photos, discussed work/family/hobbies/likes/daily routines/ past relationship,shared advices and even our fears.He confessed of having instant attraction for me after he saw me on cam and he and I also get into like "getting to know each other'.I,myself, was getting comfortable with him and i think that i am falling for him too.But as reality check in, i felt that i cannot go investing my time to a person who is not in the "real" world and would soon be settling down. He begged that we may extend the chatting like he was really "into" me. He was even beginning to adopt some habits that he sees im doing < listening to gospel songs which he would not normally do,getting home early just so he can chat me >.But in the end he willingly give me my freedom < as i was sking him to> after he as he asked me if our "relationship" affects my daily life and i answered him "yes".He told me that he still want me to "drop by" messages if i feel like and asked for my private email so he could check how i am.I told him, i wont give any promise that i will still contact him and i know it saddened him too.I juts want to heal without distraction from his side and get back to my normal life. I cried a lot because i was hurt with my decision but it seems there is no better way than ending it as i did.How would you conclude this behavior of mine?

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